even if we are far apart, we will still looking at the same sky...

hubby dropped the news a few days ago, he finally got the transferred letter to Sudan and officially it is for at least 3 years. I actually had a mixed feeling about this arrangement, of course am so happy for him as he stands a big opportunity to move forward in his career with this transfer and most importantly he's happy to be out of SP (yeah, because of that impossible old fella)..and the best part is for the 70-20 days arrangement, definitely better for us to have tat longingly longer break together (20 days straight in a row) instead of seeing each other during every weekend; it's not even close to two days due to different weekend between kl and kerteh..but deep down, am i strong enough to be so far apart from him for almost more than 2 months each time? is he going to be alright being alone in tat so called hostile country? wat if he got sick but i can do nothing and feel so helpless because we were thousands miles away?..but still, have to be strong and camouflage the feeling so that he wont end up worrying about leaving me alone.

someone asked me y din i asked for transfer to KL; and someone used to throw tis hurtful remark "am the one who put the career as priority over the family"..i din asked for transfer because ultimately we want to start a family in kerteh, because we both love the serenity, work life and personal life in kerteh, because hubby will ask for the position back in kerteh sometimes later, because i dont want to risk being assigned to Lumut or pasir gudang and has to work at the yard even during pregnancy (if) like one of my fren; kerteh is definitely nearer to kl and better if compared to tos two places; at least for me it is, because i dont want to risk being assigned to any overseas project if i am to join DD.....but wateva my reason is, definitely it is not for the people to judge...

am thinking of following hubby to sudan at least for two weeks or one month later..but has to wait until after angsi shutdown, or else kesian rahimi to take over my jobs when he himself is occupied with lots of things on his plate..