Friday, May 13, 2011

when the face we love is missing, and this time it's for eternity..

life is funny sometimes, when the person who have raised u for years died and u were not there when they took their last breath..last tuesday, i got an early msg from my mom telling all my siblings that our only grandpa has passed away at 415am..but it was nearly 7am when i read tat text..rushed back to kb, drove like hell but still i cudnt make it, to c him, to kiss him for the last time, huhu..

i can still vaguely remember the times when he accompanied me to school at nite, bought me and my lil bro the bicycles and patiently tought us how to ride and watched warily from afar,brought home the lokan he was so fond looking out for, can still remember him making the bird nests, the time when he and my grandma will bring me with them to their kebun planting the watermelon..amused us when he kept on hearing the opposite things when he started to have the sound trouble problems..so much memories, as he has been there wit us since we were still the lil babies..except for that one estranged time, and i will never forget dat dark witch for tat..but at least, Che left this world at near his birthplace, surrounded by us, his family and the people he knew, he was more fortunate if compared to Wor, and again, thanx to dat dark witch.

she was there during the funeral, together wit his husband; still have the gut to show their faces after all the things that they have done to che and wor and after throwing all tos slandering words to my parents..and do u tink by wearing the tudung labuh now makes u look innocent of all the crimes??, will make me forget all the things u've done to my family? come on, never, not in this life time..do u tink i can erase all the bitter memories and wipe the slate clean? no way bitch....i can still clearly remember when che told us u left him alone at home for weeks, u scolded him because he din wash his clothes and wat do u expect, a 90++ yr old, old man to do all the stuffs, u r the one who bragged tat u will take care of both of them while u r still alive (o yeah, wat a great **** u r) so y did u sent him back after dat 5 yrs u separated us? because he's a poor man, like u loudly told him aite, and the one wit lotsa money was my grandma, and grandma was 5 years dead oredi?....so che was just a burden for u...