PRAYING HARD THAT EVERYTHING'S TURN OUT FINE THIS TIME

i was speechless when i saw this last week..it was on the 5th Feb and my period was already 5 days late..i bought two kits, one the digital clearblue and another standard one that i bought from the pharmacy.  the line was faint but as bihah told me, it's normal and it meant pregnant.

i went to klinik rantau on the evening to do the test and alhamdulillah, the dr comfirmed that it was positive and i was 5 weeks pregnant....  Thank you Allah, all the years of waiting, this is the biggest gift that U bestowed to us...

                                          on the 5th day when my period was due last week

                                                   
                                                    last tuesday, the line was clear now..

i pray hard that this time, my pregnancy will turn out fine..deep down am scared, so darn scared if it turn out to be like my 1st pregnancy.. huhu..

FRESH 2013......

uhuh..it has been about a year since i last "visit" this blog..been bz might sounds lame for an excuse i know, when the truth is it's the laziness that keeps on lingers, heh..but one of my resolution for 2013 is to write more often and for this blog to be my bestie throughout my life journey this 2013...

MY SPAIN N PARIS TRIP

compilation of pictures on both trips..very pleasant and fun trip, perhaps because they are all an enjoyable folks..the darn cold + windy moments (-10degC in paris) and again snowing n raining in spain (-1degC), all in all created such beautiful memories of both places (if only darling hubby was there, we will definitely enjoy such breathtaking nite view overlooking the eiffel tower, bracing ourself in the snowy day...)...

n now, FAT by end of tis month; akan diapprovekah tidakkah??hoho..this week hv to start mengarang memo, end of tis week kene submit to GM, as last time it took him two weeks to approve the memo, huhu..and since hubby will be joining tis trip, hv to book the return ticket asap to get the cheap tix (sorry r laling, u tak kisah kan amik economy, i dekat bisnes class, hahaha)..berangan mode; padahal memo pun tak draft lagi, hehh..

real hotel, spain..tis hotel was originally built in 14th century

where we had our 9 course meals of french cuisine, hoho

can u see our country's flag over there, heheh

briefing inside the testing facility

vulcanic HQ in Paris: it's windy and freezingly cold, minus somethg deg..

amazing when tis once temporary structure becomes one of world's 7 wonders

d best lobster i've tasted so far

blend in d crowds; at palace of versailles

where mary antoinnettes once lived

menurut kata abeb, function ni nama dia bokeh, heh

right under the eiffel tower

5 mins walk to the eiffel tower park

upon arrival at the charles de goules airport paris

last goodbye..4tune

1st heard of tis song in youtube, tis one fella made a video on the compilation of sweet scenes from The partners (korean drama)..and i fell in love instantly..be it the melody or the lyrics, well i just dunno..

I can't explain, what i fell inside
No sun, just rain I loves you all my life
All I want is just to hold you close to me
and feel your touch oh I miss you so much.

I never got to say the words: "I Love you"
I never got to show how much I care,
would you tell me why - you're not by my side?
As I break down and cry,
Cuz I didn't get my Last Goodbye

I''m all allone I've got no Why to turn,
Have you ever lost somebody
Have you ever felt the pain I feel in my heart,
tearing me apart.
And I don't know a thousand miles in the past,
and it won't be the last so why
you take this Love away?

I never got to say the words: "I Love You"
I never got to show how much I care,
would you tell me why, - you're not by my side?
As I break down and cry,
Cuz I didn't get my Last Goodbye.

I Can't live without you in my life,
Don't wanna be a part of hook,
I just can'T cook with sacrifice,
Cuz every night I close my eyes,
I dream about you in my life.
It hurt me Baby cuz I didn't get my Last Goodbye.

I never got to say the words: "I Love You"
I never got to show how much i care,
would you tell me why - you're not by my side?
As I break down and cry,
Cuz I didn't get my Last Goodbye

almost lover...fine frenzy

You fingertips against my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you’d never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you’re gone and I’m haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy for you
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

yeayy, memo da approved..

yeayy, finally, PD approved the memo, after keeping it for like, ermm two weeks, huh..super duper excited as this trip will cover two countries; paris and spain..and as i've never been to spain, really looking forward to it..

make activities wiken ini adalah mencari hotels to stays in both paris and spain, ground transportation, factory outlet, handbag nak beli, hahaha, tak berkait langsung dgn main objective for this trip..

..and the scent lingers...

if there is one thing that i can't so-called live without, that will be my perfumes..it's a bless to be surrounded by nice scented atmosphere, and when it lingers on my body; be it the floral scent, musky, strong or mild; whatever the occasions fit.

among my face's will be gucci by gucci (strong sexy smell), gucci guilty (also d sexy scent, but it din last long on me), DKNY (the purple one-it has the ermm sophisticated scent, hehe), coco mademoiselle chanel (it's very refreshing), Guess (well, tis one mainly because it reminisce me of some sweet memories,a deja-vu ;))...